Finding out if you've gotten into a play/musical is great. There is that feeling of suspension as you wait for the cast list to go up. Sometimes you have to wait all weekend, sometimes you only have to wait a day or even a few hours.
Then, the best feeling of all..that moment of head rushing, heart pounding terror and excitement, you read the list--miss your name a couple of times, but then your eyes land on it, like a bee to honey you have found your name..or..you didn't.
It can always go two ways, a rush of relief and pure joy...or crushing disappointment topped with mortifying embarrassment . Or you realize your looking at the wrong sheet..